Random Comment: I wish I could just sell my heart on eBay because this love thing isn't for me. I don't need a boyfriend,I need money and time to spend alone.
With no one
there is comfort in the silence
because my world is empty
I am left to play with my creativity
I am trapped in a tower
locked away in a cell
happily dreaming inside a wishing well
because the world isn't kind to
people like
I
We are left alone
with no one to confined in
But when it's time for me
to climb out of the well
that I reside
I drain my body of all the things
that make me
Alone
Sad always trapped
Alone again
my arms break
legs snap
Locked in a box
Hurt
You hurt me
So I want to hurt you
I hope what I did hurt you
because
You hurt me
You were never really that kind to me
I will not analyse bread crumbs
You told the whole world
about you and her
so don't look at me
I don't want you near me
because you hurt me
But thanks for holding the red flag
I will charge away from you instead
But you hurt me
So I hope
I hurt you
;)
Arrow
Cupid's arrow nearly got me killed
It seems
like I was the only one who was hit
Terminal
They say that pain is
temporary
But what if my feelings
are terminal
What is the ache remains
A few more hits
and my heart won't just split in half
It will be fractured
fragmented
irreplaceable...
When the moon is out in full
All the stars remind me of you
I gloat to myself
that my poems have nothing to do with you
But here I am staring
at the blanket of silver that stains
the night sky
My mind
Stuck on
you
Twins
You two are twins
Neither ambitious
No road for the future
A long empty
desert of sand
But I see
It is how it has to be
I can't believe I was crying over
someone like you
Someone so basic
So bland
So dehydrated
You two can be basic
together
Twins are inseparable
By nature
@charis.clarissa
Old dreams
The thought of you
relaxes me
I can't help but imagine
sleeping against your chest
nuzzling my nose in your neck
embracing your scent
The heat of your body next to mine
I don't want these feelings
I guess I'll have to block you again
Playlist for the collection of sadness.
Alone again The Weeknd
The very thought of you Nat king Cole
Lovely Billie Eilish + Khalid
Continuum Tanerelle
Final lullaby - The Weeknd
All poems were written by Charis.Clarissa
To find more of her work you can follow her on instagram.
She is now slowly but surely sharing snippets of her unpublished debut book 'AMBER &ICE'
STORY HERE: https://www.inkitt.com/stories/fantasy/832305?utm_source=shared_ios
More Christmas post coming up